Today was a good day. Especially after how bad of a day I had yesterday. No matter how much I prayed for peace and tranquility I was full of anger, resentment, fear and most of all confusion. I prayed for release and deliverance but yet still went to bed with angst. I awoke about 3 AM this morning and had that peace in my heart that I was seeking all day yesterday. Thank you God for being faithful and bringing me that peace and filling my soul with your Love once again.
As I look for some way to make sense of this, all I can think of is in the Lord's Prayer when Jesus teaches "Your will be done" - In that verse we are reminded that it will happen in God's time or His will not ours. I was asking God to give me instant relief and satisfaction as I am accustomed to "having it my way" as most Americans in this instant society we live in. I believe today as I write this that was God telling me, let go, give me control, submit and come humbled and I will give you more than you ever can imagine in happiness and comfort.
I thank you God for this lesson and Your desire for me to grow and serve Jesus. I need to learn as You are teaching me to give all my problems, large or tiny to You. To leave my problems and frustrations at Your feet and then and only then can I fully submit and serve. Thank you Lord for this lesson and never giving up on me, your broken child that so badly wants to please you Father. Thank you for calling me to serve Your Kingdom that is open to all of the people You have created, oh God you are so loving and wonderful to us and yet we so undeserving of Your Love, forgiveness and Grace. I pray Lord that I can become the man You have desired me to be. I pray that Satan gives up on me soon Lord that he knows that You are my only Love and that I am here to serve only You now Lord as I am done doing his evil works in this broken world. Lord I pray these prayers loud and proud as you are My King, my Saviour, My Father and my Friend, you Lord are Love in the truest form and I thank you for all of this and praise You Father in the name of Jesus the Christ. Amen
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